sexta-feira, 9 de março de 2012

Porcelain Doll



I thought for a moment I could die. I thought all my strength gave out ... not me there was nothing left.
There was no trace of love, harmony and change.
So I closed my eyes, I swallowed my tears and I believed everything bad doing it could just be gone. As if by magic.
The real truth is that I wish you were not you. Idiot.. Who was my desire to change for someone? I! I changed constantly for you. And keep changing. Change makes us better, better people, more able, stronger.
What did you do? It just shook the hand of fate and said, Welcome. He agreed with everything he was in providing, not questioned, and showed no desire to change it.
How mad I am, and always will be. Will change again for you, whether it is worth? I hope so. And even if life give me another blow on the face, I will raise beautiful, wonderful and ready to head up another.
I turn into a porcelain doll. There will not be me any sign of emotion, feeling. I'll be perfectly ordinary, a human robot.
Is this what you want, that's what everyone wants the truth?
So it will be easier, much easier. After all, the human tendency is always the way to dodge more 'comfortable'.
The fight is not worth it when you do not want something or someone deeply.


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